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The Wild Meadow

by Basement Worship Project

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1.
Hold lightly in your hand That which you’ve been given Not to own but to use to bless the world Like a seed upon the wind Be prepared to let it go And watch it fly, find a home, take root, and grow Be thankful for your gifts Your talents, and your trades, The very core of who you are Do not hoard them to yourself But bring them where need lives And watch them grow, unfold and change Tread softly on the earth Do not carelessly use The resources that we share We’ve been trusted with this gift Guard it wisely and well It nurtures us, treat it with care For these good gifts We thank you
2.
All my life I’ve been waiting Grasping at straws Hungry for wisdom Running after the wind in desperation Never quite sure what I was looking for It was not for lack of searching I was left at a loss I’d read and I’d questioned And I’d weighed and I’d listened But I’d only found shadows of truth Half glimpses of life - real life I searched the stars Pored over pages But the pictures were vague The patterns elusive I needed a key Something to make meaning out of mystery I kept going back to the words about One who had known The pain of silent submission Of biting their tongue as they bore humiliation Denied the comfort of a family Then came one who pushed wide the door That I hadn’t known was already ajar And they spilled out riches right at my feet That I had never believed were entitled to me I‘d been kept in my place But they showed me I was royal Unique and admired Not faceless and disposable I was whole, I was enough And what’s more I was beloved I am beloved All my life I’ve been waiting - grasping at straws I am beloved All my life I’ve been waiting - searching the stars I am beloved
3.
I read about the Pharisee and the faithful one Identify with her and cheer the offering on But I’m afraid that in that story I am the other one I read the story of the despised one and the priest I wish to be the one who didn’t pass-by in the street But I’m afraid that in that story I am the other one I hold my privilege, I hold my power I hold them out - not back I hold them out - not back I must believe they can be used for good I read about the brothers one proud and one a mess I long for acceptance found after recklessness But I’m afraid that in that story I am the other one I read the story of the thieves on either side One takes his chance to set aside his pride But I’m afraid that in that story I am the other one
4.
God is in the turning of the wind A dynamic flowing thing Endlessly creating God is the renewing of the earth The holiness of death Transforming into new birth God is in the miracle of growth The wrestling after truth The struggle to maturity God is in the washing of the rain The pouring out of grace A gift entrusted to you and me In hope and joy Justice and life We find you, we find you In peace and strength Faithfulness and love We find you, we find you God is in the path of suffering And with those who share the pain In tears of solidarity God is in the people who resist Those who lead and swell the ranks Speaking truth to authority God is in the blessedness of rest When activity has ceased And we know that we need nothing God is in the company of friends The sharing of our bread In inclusive hospitality
5.
My spirit calls to you That I might plant my two feet firm With the courage that you stir up Though all around me burns I allow the world’s pain in With you, God, as my guide So my heart it isn’t ruined But broken open wide You are a god of broken things A loaf shared out - become a feast A body lifted up to die A perfume scent released These costly gifts you take And even through the suffering You change the pain of loss Into something life giving Help us break the prisons Of those unjustly kept And rattle up the systems That confine with poverty and debt May we upset the tables of All those who exploit the poor And challenge ones who rest Secure within the walls of power My spirit calls out to you That I might plant my two feet firm With the courage that you stir up Though all around me burns I allow the world’s pain in With you God as my guide So my heart it isn’t ruined But broken open wide
6.
Paradox 03:43
How can I know what to ask When every thought is at war with the last Every time I meet a need Am I supporting someone’s greed? Simple answers cannot hold the paradox of you The Victim and the King: the rebel and the Law The Lion and the Lamb: the softness and the claw How to step back from the brink Exhausted by things that I overthink If the planet’s dying by my hand What does it mean to take a stand? How can I know what to do The right and good ways that I thought I knew Have become so entwined With the cruel and unkind Simple answers cannot hold the paradox of you The Mother and the Son: all-doing and undone
7.
I’m no longer my own, but yours Put me to what you will, I’m no longer my own, but yours Rank me with whom you will Put me to doing, put me to suffering Let me be employed for you or laid aside for you Lifted up high for you or brought low for you I’m no longer my own, but yours Put me to what you will I’m no longer my own, but yours Rank me with whom you will Let me be full, let me be empty Let me have all things, let me have nothing I freely and wholeheartedly yield all things to you Oh mighty God in blessed relationship Oh mighty God, you are mine and I am yours And this promise that I make Let it be heard in heaven And this promise that I make I place into your hands Amen
8.
When the pathway is rough and unclear Though I may fall Will you walk with me? When my burdens lie heavily And I’m brought to my knees Will you wait with me? When my joys are too many count When I stand amazed Will you laugh with me? When I’m given an opportunity And I rise to answer Will you go, will you go with me? We are bound together We are one If one hurts we all are in pain We can lift each other Reach out our hands We can climb higher If we go together When the pathway is rough and unclear Though you may fall I will walk with you When your burdens lie heavily And you’re brought to your knees I will wait with you When your joys are too many count When you stand amazed I will laugh with you When you’re given an opportunity And you rise to answer I will go, I will go with you
9.
God you need to hear this I am not OK Are you who they say you are? I have some things to say But most of all you need to know this: I am not OK You see me when I am so tired I cannot stand Or even get out of my bed When everyone around has had enough of me No-one seems to care You are supposed to be the one who cares Are you listening? I believe you are the one who cares How I need you now
10.
Home 04:09
So ready to leave That I rushed my goodbyes As the latch clicked shut You were out of my mind Pretty sure you stood at the window Till I disappeared from sight I walked with the swagger of Unfounded pride In the ignorant bliss of My own charmed life I could feel the city hum There was nothing I wouldn’t try The dizzying rush I can barely remember The extravagant life And performative laughter The company of friends Who all ran out on me in the end My easy life it disappeared too I tried to tread water Then i tried to resurface But I knew I was lost The sunlight glittered maddeningly Far from my grasp I woke from this nightmare With the cold hard truth That I’d taken my share And blown right through it all Far beyond what I could recoup I thought of you then I know that that’s bad Even a generous heart would question the motives I had You had every right to be mad There were days when the journey was one long grind I was injured and sickened and footsore and tired In doubt I turned around And sat, with an aching heart on the ground I came so close To letting shame lay me low But at the end of the day Where else could I go You were the only one Who might care if I lived or died Wasn’t sure if you’d know me But you gave me no time to explain You held me Despite the reek of my weeks old clothes And the dust of my travels My excuses unraveled And I knew What I had refused for so long That however winding my path However far I would go You were always my home You were always my home
11.
The wild meadow blooms That sway with the breath of the wind Nothing can top their beauty Or the life contained within How the colors shine Though they neither toil nor spin The wild meadow blooms That sway with the breath of the wind Did you sense the sparrow fall Did you feel its heart grow still I notice every one Cherish every fragile thing As I care for the humble sparrow So I care for you So cast you cares upon me Rest, my child, be still Let compassion be your clothes Circled about in peace Solomon in all his glory Could not compare with this There’s plenty where it came from So freely, freely, give Let compassion be your clothes Circled about in peace No hustling for the best Will make your life more sweet No cutting into line No shortcuts and no cheats Can you add another day Or even a single beat All is given to you Everything you need

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released January 28, 2022

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Basement Worship Project Maine

Basement Worship Project is a new musical adventure for Carolyn Turnidge (Groove Heroes, Marcus Green Big Band, Uncut Pages) and Martin Turnidge (No Comment, Groove Heroes, Uncut Pages).

Both of us developed as musicians playing Christian worship music and we decided the time had come to see what kind of worship music we would make now.
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